Thursday, October 23, 2008

Story starter

The world began to spin wildly, up became down and down became nothing while nothing became everything. And everything was still an incomprehensible thing that always seemed to slip through my mind. Me and the ground soon became well aquainted as i crashed into the ground with a thud. I opened my eyes and gazed at the ever looming, i thought back to how when i was young i would always stare at the sky and dream of more. The sky in my mind, that rich and soft blue sky, was a complete opposite to what the sky in the present was. It was a dark and ominous thing, full of lighting skirting across dark and brooding clouds that seemed to have no end and no beginning to themselves, just an ever existent presence. I could make out details of trees and bushes through my peripheral vision, the trees seemed to smile and glare so demonically in the darkened light of the nearly black sky that any normal preson would have trembled of fear of their presence. But i was far from scared, if anything i was welcomed to the prospect of being afraid, because....because fear is a human emotion and so i felt that as long as felt fear i was human.... problem was i had long since stopped feeling fear. The heavens seemed to roar in protest of my existance, it seemed as if they would not accept my life, i also felt that my life had long since become one that should be erased. Any normal person would have long since given up and accepted fates call, for when the heavens say it is your time then who are you to decide! Those are words that had helped raised me and they were words that i had accepted. When did i change? When was it that i decided that i wanted answers to questions that none seemed to ask or even notice at all? In that instant the sky cracked and became streaked with massively huge and unimaginably gorgeous bolts of lighting, they never seemed to fade but instead continued to dance and swim throughout the clouds so mejestically that i was nearly in tears by the beauty of they're dance. The clouds soon began to swirl and sway with the lightning making it seem as if the two completely different natural occurances had decided to dance with one another and the sky had become their floor! As they danced across the sky my mind began to fade and i could only think to about hwo i had reached this point, about all i had done to reach this point in my life. I thought back to 4 years ago and how one question had changed my entire life and sent me off onto a quest the likes of which i never could have imagined!